Saturday, February 10, 2007;
mum was thinking her password to access her msn .
because mine 2nd auntie suddenly got cancer .
she burst into tears . anyway mine auntie is in 4th stage of cancer .
how long could she live ? i dont know cause mum still on the phone .
mum keep crying . anyway
4th stage cancer . spread to her lungs .
in her 1st stage doctor should already know .
anyway . i petty mine auntie .
she work so hard because of her family .
i everyday also prayed that everyone having good health .
it seems no used .
so what for i pray ?
god doesnt seems to be there
to help people . anyone .
please be sure don take soya bean or things make of bean.
it cause cancer . =(
guardian angel . may u save mine auntie .
anyway . all his FAULT . uncle johnny FAULTS .
he everything also push to her .
he doesnt wanna work .
what kind of guy he is .
lamer . bull shit
fuck him .
bloody bastards
i ke lian mine auntie .
so poorthings .
god if u got a GOOD HEART will u
jus HEAL them ?
JUST HEAL PEOPLE that are
SICK can . stop being an idiot and call
yourself a GOD . a holy one ?
dont make me lmao .
its not what . you created humans .
and you dont wanna take care of your child .
its like . your our father . we are
like your pet . die die right ?
doesnt makes any different
to you ?
im ashamed of you to call yourself a god .
i think world is a HELL . its make people
suffers here more then enjoyed
can ?
uncle also very sick . donoh what to say .
sometimes i have to thanks god .
sometimes i kinda angry with him .
dono what to say . emo .
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish to send it to heaven Then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers In lonely hours The tears devour you.
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cause its standing right here before you All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
updated at 8:11 AM